Saturday, December 27, 2008

Really Wonderful Times

I'm really happy, but now sad to leave for CO for a week...

Things have been going so well!

People have been wonderful and made me smile a lot :]

Happy New Year, see you in a week!

That's all.

Friday, December 26, 2008

Secret Santa?!

Wowww

so Tek does this awesome Secret Santa thing... I'm guessing every year...

obviously, 'cause I just joined, I was a tad late to participate in it!

Which made me sad, but that's okay!

I just thought that it was such a sweet event, and I was happy people just liked to make others smile!

Tzu is also a very good Santa!

Then they remade the shell, with the NOT BFF Trey as leader... :]

There were some epic speeches involved

Then! We all went outside and committed mass suicide.

Man... that was funny XD people were failing at dying

...

Calvin made a shell called KoolKalvinKlan or something... too lazy to go back in my room and look ...

Interesting...

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Wow!

I've only been in Tek for one day and dude I love it!

A bunch of fun stuff happened yesterday, and a bunch of good things, too!

Merited... did nothing... helped Calvin be a dork... did Salvage 'til 1 AM...

The people are so nice too...!

I'm very very very very happy to be with them XD

Someone was talking about Bheetoven this morning...

...and someone else knew what Pachabel's Canon was

That is so cool!

and SOMEBODY is a freakin' English Major!

!!!

I think I'm going to fit in well... horrrrraaay :]

Merry Christmas


Merry Christmas!! Horrraaay :]

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Old Times & New Beginnings...

Sad sad sad sad sad day today...

Packer is gone :(

Major tearness...

Pretty sure Grizzfunk is gone too, but I don't know...

...........................

heartbreaking to see Pack say bye to people...

very heartbreaking to know that no matter what we're not gonna do the things we've been doing for so long together again...

I really love and care about them... all of 'em.

Also;

I "officially" joined Tek today...

Officially is only in quotes 'cause it was 12 AM and I didn't utter much more than hi... XD

Yeah... I'm sleepy...!

but I'm ready to chill out and have a good time...

3 cheers for Tek!

Thanks for the chance, everyone :]

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Uhh...

My new controller has Darth Vader on it...

.............

least I get to play again... providing it works :P

Horrraaaay :]

Friday, December 19, 2008

Right... Right... XD

I do say that I'm super cool, amazing, gangster, etc in a lot of my posts

...if you didn't catch the drift I'm just kidding >.>

Forgot that internet sarcasm fails...

Not that I think poorly of myself, but um...

I'm not a crazy self-centered kid with an ego XD

I mostly say things like that to make fun of people with giant egos...

I don't think I'm better than anyone else... don't think I'm cooler... whatever lol

Don't think that I'm always right, and I don't think I've ever mentioned that I am right in every way... whole thing is opinion, not fact, and that's the whole point...

I just hope people understand that because I don't want to come off with a giant ego...

But, people have said I'm bitter, and of course I am!

People freakin' destroyed something I REALLY cared about, and instead of voicing my opinions like I should have... I kind of sat around and did nothing for some strange reason... it's a bitterness toward myself for being so passive, and a bitterness for people prodding the end of that thing...

I'm a very non-confrontational person but I'm still upset that I can't hang out with the people I just liked to be around... kinda sucks and all

I dunno :]

You know, I'm not so sure if people are calling me bitter, but either way...

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Well I Was Feeling Dandy Until...

I read this...

...some kid shot his parents over Halo 3...

Sad sad sad day...

Oh well, time to sleep!

My prayers go out to the father... Goodness...

Found article on [GM]Dave... so it's his thing!

omgomgomgomgomgomg!! :]!

CONCERT FOR ORCHESTRA WAS AWESOME!

Viva Violas~!

We didn't screw up... yay!

Finals start tomorrow... I'm a giant stress ball

But Mr. Sims gave us TWO full PIES!

Deliciousness

Yaaaaaaaaaaay :]

I also made a sort of "new" friend today...

Known for a while and been friends and all but more of friend-like... I dunno :D

Sweet girl... she is!

and I almost killed someone with my mouth >.> gotta say sorry tomorrow

Whoops...

Monday, December 15, 2008

Memories...!


Miss you, Hajime!

lol :]

Even more epicness here

Naked Turtle, anyone?!

Dear Calvinopolis:

If you, or anyone that knows you reads this blog, this is positive stuff about you! :]

Anyway, ever since Calvin's removal from VQ, he's been rather... not liked so much...

I had always been friends with him... always thought he was a good guy... but a little like the Grinch...

You had to search, but there was a heart under all that gunk!

He even has a cute dog... I just hope he doesn't put reindeer horns on it...

I dunno, people just ask me why I miss him, and I think it's good to share why...

Yes, Calvin is an asshole, I can admit that for days and days and days...

but he was always nice to me, and that is what counted for me... when I was lonely, I could talk to him and he didn't tell me to go away. I liked that. He also didn't care what the hell I was saying... so I usually felt pretty comfortable... we'd just chat... and he'd make fun of me...! D:

Same thing with Sath... man, that guy was a supreme jerk, but he was so nice to me... I always thought he was awesome, and I still do... besides, he can be a really sweet guy... it's a shame I haven't talked to him in forever, and I hope Ella hasn't talked poorly of me to him, because he doesn't know my side at all XD

Anyway, the only reason I stopped talking to Calv was because he started being a jerk to me... (and everyone else!) maybe he just wasn't feeling so amazing because someone was being a jerk to him? o.o

Hmm... maybe?

I like to forgive people... :]

...after things have simmered down (meaning my newly acquired temper! whoa~!)

Anyway, I hope he knows somehow that I'm not a jerk like the rest of the people and that if he ever needs a friend I can be there... just if it involves ZNMs... I'm out! :O

Yeah... I've always felt bad about not talking to him at all anymore... I didn't even post in the thread about Ellatrix basically stealing his character.

Ever wonder how he got a Novio for his SCH? lol

I really don't care if Ella "earned" it... taking the character by force... not so cool...

Maybe he should have been civil...?

Maybe they both should have been civil?

WHAT A CONCEPT!

Yeah... not getting into that...

Anyway... sorry Calv :(

Ahhhh, Hofud...








How many Odins has it been?

Ever hear the phrase "Karma's a bitch."?

God, she's prolly gonna come kick me in the face for being my own kind of bitch, but it may be worth it.

Anyway, I think it's been at least 10.

Is it more, are you counting?

I think 'Tek has gotten some, at least.

Je ne sais pas~!

Anyway, I decided to make this post less useless, though it will never attain that status...

Hofud was the sword of the Norse god Heimdall, guardian of Bifrost, the rainbow bridge to Asgard, abode of the Æsir (New Norse gods). He was also bearer of the Gjallarhorn which he would sound to signal the beginning of Ragnarok.

Yeah, copied and pasted from Wiki.... really don't know anything about that XD haha

Sooooo gangster... :]

Norse mythology is cool, though!

Sooo...

I do sometimes check VQ's page...

Just to see what's going on, check up on friends, etc...

Not often, mind you.

But I'm not sure if it's because there's hardly anything to look at anymore, or because I'm really getting over not being with them anymore... I dunno...

As much as I'm mad about the shell, it's been like breaking up with a boyfriend you really really liked but had to get rid of for your own sake XD

It's good that it happened, but I'm still... unhappy about the whole situation...

That's a weird freakin' analogy, btw.

Anyway, one of the members who was on was

Deathkitty

I don't know this person, at all.

So nothing about them, but!

I do remember many members making fun of him/her at Fafnir a few times...

didn't he/she tank for TLW, or something like that?

So... kinda funny...

I hope that poor person isn't abused...

Right.... :/

One more thing:

Is Marzuki part of VQ anymore?

Or did he LEAVE?!

'Cause his name isn't amazing beautiful purple anymore...

WAIT WAIT!

One more thing, I found on their news:

A

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S

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Miss you, Saito, pz, and Levi :(

Era I think you're awesome but I hardly know you XD

Oh My GOD

Those comments are crazy!

Interesting things on this blog... verrrrry interesting :]

Finals Week...

Sick..............

dot dot dot

J'ai mal dans ma gorge...

et ma tete....

et mon nez!

Je suis triste :(

This week gonna be so rough..

Friday, December 12, 2008

Really, Really, Really

Sick... :(

Missing school today...

no gym for me :(

no orchestra...

. . .

No AP Gov?!

:]

Oh well... screw whoever gave me this beast of a cold!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

o,o . . . !

WOW...

Trey...

you know my BFF...

New leader of 'Tek...

o.O

What the hell?!

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Oh YEAH!

18 years of age in....

*drum roll*

1 month!

...least I don't have to worry about weirdos messing with me anymore...

except for Alt...

but Alt is so awesome... :]

Damn, Fool!

Some interesting comments there... (See Happy Thanksgiving if you'd like to read!)

...I wasn't aware I had children
...or that I was fat... or ugly... ?
...or that I was obsessed with anything...
I'm 100% sure I don't neglect Pack, though.

Who's a big fat ginger (I'm Scottish... o.O?) with a daughter for a hoe?

...who adopted a garden tool...?

...

Okay... that was really bad...

Anyway,

is anyone a bit confused? I know I am!

Listen now, I would really not enjoy making this blog a huge drama thing... I don't really do that...

I've only posted certain... um... "rants" for my own personal good... to get stuff off my chest and all... I think I've said it before: Blog for me, not for you.

I mean, I would find it funny if certain people were to read that... but I mean, I didn't post whatever for them to read... What the hell do I care? Ranting is fun!

I was treated so poorly for so long... and... I'll never actually see certain people ever in my life, so I don't see why I should be so damn nice and... care a whole lot anymore... well about those people... I mean it is just kind of a lost cause... they hate me, anyway!

I'm still nice. I really am. I just care less about what people think... especially stupid people.

I'm not calling you stupid.

Unless you think I am.

Uh-Oh!

See, this kid touched my leg at my concert last night... that sounds really awkward, but yeah, was not cool okay!

and I didn't kick him in the face...

Nice... see?

(concert failed, btw :(!)

Maybe I shouldn't have been such... well... a bitch about things... maybe I should have expressed my feelings and passions more openly... might have done more...

but I did not get kicked out of my own shell, lol

I left. End of story.

I don't know how much ass people were kissing, but if I had wanted to stay there, I would have.

Do you really think Saito would ever see the whole LS treat me like crap? Are you freakin' crazy?

I don't he'd be so good with that... really now...

Generally, I'm non confrontational

I prefer to keep thoughts to myself

but these thoughts, they've been killing me softly...

Not so great.

Really.

Thus, blog!

Oh yeah,

Was anyone aware that I do my own stunts?

I'm actually a stunt double for like some actress.

Uh huh.

Cause I just love to pull crazy stunts.

Actually

bullshit stunts

'cause I'm just that cool!

Yeaaah dude!

XD . . .

Damn, that felt good too~!

Monday, December 8, 2008

Kilye

It's a weird name... I know.

But I like it...

See, I can't spell...

so I was going for a weird version of Kylie (I love that name!)

Kilye looked cute, so I went with it

I also originally created this name on the game

Dark Age of Camelot

Anyone ever play it?

I did.

For like two days.

Or months, or weeks, God only knows!

I wasn't good at games back then...

Anyway... see now I never even knew how to say my own character's name

...and people would always ask me.

So now, my explanation is:

Kill-yee

As in,

"Arggg, I'm gonna kill ye because I'm a pirate!"

See, cool!

Right?!

...........

Pirates make me miss PZ...

:(

I pzcat

I to eat his cat, too.

Nom nom nom! :]

Did You Know...?

That I am extremely blonde...

and I've always gone off about people just reading this blog and not commenting on it, and how it kinda freaked me out...

and you know...

there's this like, um

button,

in um,

Settings

That allows people not on Blogger to post comments...

Opppps.... :]

I Don't Hate Gay People.

I do call people I don't like queer often, but I'd just like to say that around here sometimes I use it as a term to basically describe somebody I don't like...

I dunno...

My uncle is gay, and every gay person I've known personally has been a wonderful person.

Point is: I'm good with everyone, and whoever they decide to sleep with!

I'm happy for homos. :]

Beautiful.


Life is good sometimes, it really is. :]

Thanks, Marz!
Made 4th of July, 2008!

A Heroine To Be Honored For All Time

Duvellamilla,
you are honored on this 8th day of December for your noble deeds, and continued service to all that is good.

I'm sorry if I spelled your name wrong... :]


In other words:

FUCKING LOL!

I am dying, bwahahahahahaha!

VincereVincereVincere

I think you THOUGHT you were gonna come, see, and conquer, you damned queer!

QUEERER THAN THE QUEER BAIT.

...is queerer a word?

Man, you have done such an amazing job being a... I don't even
know that I mean just like... this shit is so epic... falling of my chair laughing, etc.

That Mithra comment... oh my GOD

Epic.

So epic.

I always liked you, Miss Mithra, but I do sadly agree with her.
You are such a sweet person though... honestly...
Well you
were until you started talking about my friends like yesterday's GARBAGE... 'cause you know that wasn't really my thing...

Poor Primetime...
being used all this time, and you poor thing you never had a clue...
Too much pot, you silly taru!
It's a shame you said so many bad things about us too, because even though sometimes you drove me insane, you were a good person at heart and I really was one of your friends...
Damn.

In
other other words:

Grats Kelse on Morrigan's Robe :] You deserve it!

Busy Busy...

Mon Giant Orchestra Concert
Tues Mock Trial & AP Gov HW
Weds Mock Trial & Christmas Party
Thurs nuffin hopefully...
Fri Mock Trial

Gotta fit in reading half a book, and an ensemble meeting in there too!

Good GOD I have no time this week... I just want to go back to sleep XD ...

I should really get my mules selling things again... hmmmm

Oh yeah! I got into CSUMB :] Horray for back up schools!

Friday, December 5, 2008

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Nyzul 12/4/08

80 → fail
80 → Askar - me!? XD

Having to play with a keyboard is terrible... kills me...

have a really hard time playing at all, so Nyzul suffered :(

but hey, SCH weapon finally dropped at least!

Oh Yeeeeeaaaah

I found out the SH a little bit ago for a certain LS...

seems a little strange to me that the people that a certain someone always complained about and yelled at are now his SH...

Hmm...

People to never question you and your decisions, much?

Pawns, much?

Good luck you silly silly elfs...

P.S. NineInchNinjas, wru?!

duckHUNT!?

zomg Pecker applied to duckHUNT!

Horray, I'm so happy for him!

He has stuff to dooooo while I'm away... :]

Now what am I gonna do?

Join 'Tek?

or....

not care and keep playing the Sims 'til I get a new controller...

Latter sounds much, much better.

My plants are dead... and I haven't put my Navarin and Shallops on AH :(

I haven't cooked...!

I've just recreated many friends and made Grizzfunk a town whore...

I ♥ that elf... yep... !

Anyway, I guess I have more thinking to do...

Also, I'm freakin' exhausted.

School is killin' me... AP Gov is hardcore!

ARG!

So like we've been doing the X Knife BC thing...

but see my stupid controller won't work to save its life...

(its going into the wall soon, dun work anyway! au revoir, bitch!)

Anyway whenever we do it I'm like running around like a helpless moron... makes me...

"unhappy"

Yeah!

Its just super annoying because I could help out so much more if I could move around efficiently...

and I only get so frustrated 'cause I want to help my friends...

I'm also keyboard retarded... I don't know how to do anything on it XD

Keyboards are for typing... controllers are for playing...

Blarg...

Either way, X Knife BC is pretty fun...

Except you lose exp... :(

Needs more SCH buffer~!

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

.

Sandy in last again...

I really wanted to cook this week, too :(

and good God, this week been so busy so far!

Don't think it's gonna stop, either...

Monday, December 1, 2008

Bored, a Bit!

My controller makes me angry 'cause it sucks so bad...

so on a smalllll break...

but I'll still be online chatting, just not doing much

so is it really a break?!

Also, I think I can cook again, yes!