Some interesting comments there... (See Happy Thanksgiving if you'd like to read!)
...I wasn't aware I had children
...or that I was fat... or ugly... ?
...or that I was obsessed with anything...
I'm 100% sure I don't neglect Pack, though.
Who's a big fat ginger (I'm Scottish... o.O?) with a daughter for a hoe?
...who adopted a garden tool...?
...
Okay... that was really bad...
Anyway,
is anyone a bit confused? I know I am!
Listen now, I would really not enjoy making this blog a huge drama thing... I don't really do that...
I've only posted certain... um... "rants" for my own personal good... to get stuff off my chest and all... I think I've said it before: Blog for me, not for you.
I mean, I would find it funny if certain people were to read that... but I mean, I didn't post whatever for them to read... What the hell do I care? Ranting is fun!
I was treated so poorly for so long... and... I'll never actually see certain people ever in my life, so I don't see why I should be so damn nice and... care a whole lot anymore... well about those people... I mean it is just kind of a lost cause... they hate me, anyway!
I'm still nice. I really am. I just care less about what people think... especially stupid people.
I'm not calling you stupid.
Unless you think I am.
Uh-Oh!
See, this kid touched my leg at my concert last night... that sounds really awkward, but yeah, was not cool okay!
and I didn't kick him in the face...
Nice... see?
(concert failed, btw :(!)
Maybe I shouldn't have been such... well... a bitch about things... maybe I should have expressed my feelings and passions more openly... might have done more...
but I did not get kicked out of my own shell, lol
I left. End of story.
I don't know how much ass people were kissing, but if I had wanted to stay there, I would have.
Do you really think Saito would ever see the whole LS treat me like crap? Are you freakin' crazy?
I don't he'd be so good with that... really now...
Generally, I'm non confrontational
I prefer to keep thoughts to myself
but these thoughts, they've been killing me softly...
Not so great.
Really.
Thus, blog!
Oh yeah,
Was anyone aware that I do my own stunts?
I'm actually a stunt double for like some actress.
Uh huh.
Cause I just love to pull crazy stunts.
Actually
bullshit stunts
'cause I'm just that cool!
Yeaaah dude!
XD . . .
Damn, that felt good too~!
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I called her a heroine because she stayed true to herself, and said a rather hilarious comment about being a mithra... That was in my eyes, heroic, because she spoke her mind, when so many others didn't.
Thanks for letting me know you weren't attacking me~! Was so confuzzled... Goodness!
This is Duve I did not feel like making an account to respond, yet I didn't wanna post anon either.
I do not know why Neha (which Din agreeing with Neha verifies it was Neha) felt the need to go on Kilye's blog and try to trash me but I would like to thank Kilye and all my other friends that have stood behind me thick or thin. And also apologize to Kil that this has hijacked her blog.
I would like to ask my friends however to not resort to stooping down to Neha’s lvl and dragging our kids into the issue.
First let me start by explaining why this battle started.
When Neha and I were in a social Linkshell named Circus Freaks there was an issue about Neha & another ls member making homophobic comments. It was brought to my attention as a sack holder in the ls. As Neha was also a sackie I took said info to the LS Leader as its lder job to work with issues involving sackies. I later found out that others went to him as well.
Neha went batshit crazy on the LS member she THOUGHT told the leader about the situation. Called her a bad mom and said she hoped she raised her daughter to be better than she was. (and yes I seen the screenshot) So I again went to leader and spoke with him about that issue and asked him to let Neha know it was me and not the LS member so Neha would stop accusing people with proof. Now I did not have any proof of the said “Homopobic Convo” I never said I did, although as many as 5-6 ppl have confirmed the convo existed, but as a sackie it is my job to take complaints about another sackie to the leader and let him sort it out. Which is what I did.
During all of this I was also in the LS Kilye was in Vanquish, which at the start was great it was a good LS had a good reputation and tried to be the best it could be. Then shit blew up Kil, pack, Grizz, Jin, Stam and 4 –5 other left VQ, a sad day in my opinion cause I foreseen the end of the shell I had grown to love. So obviously we were now short some people as we lost 8-9. So outta the blue Ellatrix asks if anyone in Vanquish has an issue with Neha joining shell. And of course I speak honestly and say yes. I sent Ella a /t saying why to avoid upsetting Gene a fellow ls member and daughter. Well I was told I was full of shit and it didn’t happen and they Neha join, not only did she get to join but she set a precedence that I had never seen before she got in without even posting an app. I let it go and tried my best to get along with Neha for the sake of the shell. I thought I was doing fairly well as well until shit hits the fan again.
Fast forward a few more months and bam drama llama comes to town, someone in Vanquish has sent a screenshot where gene makes a comment to her dyanmis shell that causes a ruckus and nearly gets her kicked. Low and behold I am the most suspected of this move. So the LS decides that until they find out who the culprit is they will not give me the herald gaitors I am up for and camped. Not only that but I have to prove I didn’t do it or face possible removal from VQ. (innocent until proven guilty? Ya right) Any how as you may or may not guess as Gene is Neha’s daughter and I had issues with her drama soon enters into this alrdy volatile situation. 2-3 weeks later no proof is found to clear or implicate me, I get my gaitors all is forgotten or so I assumed. But then comments are made that proves its not over and it definitely not forgotten and they still believe it was me.
Fast Forward even more and bam another LS mates Husband applies to our wonderful shell for which he is denied mainly because he was in the above mentioned dynamis shell but had quit prior to applying for VQ. Not only was he accused of getting the coveted RDM af2 hat and bailing (which btw Neha did and noone at all in VQ had issues with that). But other issues were brought up as well. When I pointed out the double standard bullshit I again was told by ella in that post “Because I'm not taking anyone in that makes people in here feel uncomfortable. There's also a difference between someone voting no based on jobs/mission etc and a personality conflict.”…
To which I responded “Really? Again what is with the double standards because I do believe I stated I didn't want someone in here and they got in, not only did they get in, they got in w/o applying and they don't meet the requirement that was in effect to do dynamis with DW.
So I had to put aside my uncomfortableness and remove said person from my /blist and even be civil to them out of respect for others in shell and to make shell an easy place to be in. if I can be asked to do it and have done fairly well at it why can't others be expected to bite the bullet and play nice?”
No more was said and time went on. Forward to Dec 5th … VQ was gathering on nashmau for einherjar like we do every Friday . And the jokes were flying in the shell atm it was LS members flipping Ella shit goofing off things were fun etc. everyone was laughing having good time, then me under the misguided idea that past issues were just that and even when u have a difference of opinion with others as most LS’es do at some point, that I could join in on said joking boy was I WRONG. Gene came on and made a comment about ppl not picking on Ella and to be nice something along those lines and I made the joke that was something along the line of…”Gene it’s a good thing your Mithra.” When she asked why I finished with “cause your nose is alrdy brown so noone can tell you been kissing ass.” And the shit storm started. They did not find that joke funny because as I have a personal issue with gene it was an attack. Problem is my issue has never been with Gene my issue was with her mother and I did every thing I possibly could not to involve gene into my issue with her mother. After said joke I was attack verbally by Neha and 3-4 other in shell, I was also told by a sackie that I had to find a way to fix the issue even though I was joking and not the one that took it outta context. After getting in a pt with sackie and gene and gene refusing to to accept my apology for offending her with my joke she again stated she didn’t believe it was a joke etc.
After apologizing and trying to make amends I was informed that I could not participate in the einherjar run because of this joke I then /tossed both my einherjar pearl and my VQ and have never felt better. I am saddened that I had to leave the shell I enjoyed so much because I refused to speak up when I felt something was unfair, or because I would speak my mind and dared to have a different outlook on something’s. To my friends in VQ and out again I thank you for your support and to those that are not what I call friends I could give two sh*ts what you think so piss off.
For the good of mankind, we must come together and fight the evil that is known as Nehallennia.
I think everyone should just leave this drama alone. I dont want to be part of it and I never have.
My opinions don't belong to anyone else except myself, I dont agree with people because they are friends or family.
Yes I took the comment personally Duve, mainly because the screenshot culprit never came to light. I don't know who to trust in there anymore, and frankly that is a part of why I don't log on.
FF was a fun part of my life, but I am done with it now, I'd like to offer peace to you Duve since I don't see any point in anyone being bitter. I didn't accept your apology on that day, I was pissed off and not logging on much as it was, it was really the last thing I needed. However if its still open, I accept it now.
A request from me here is please, can people not drag other peoples families into this, it hurts people who haven't done anything, that goes for the first and second poster.
Happy Holidays, Gen
This is neha
Lets set the record straight.MY daughter is the number one thing in my life and I love her dearly.She knows this, the proof is she lives with me and I dont have to answer to anyone.It's nice to see Miss bikini putting her comments in again.I believe classy removed her other one.Beleive what you like.I dont really care.I have proof I never said what I was accused of and an apology from the ls leader and confirmation that the accuser didnt even know what I wrote.Anyhow just remember this, I never accused duve of anything,was her own mt in Einherjar which gave it away and Evelines tell which told me it was her.
The people that matter dont mind and the people that mind dont matter.
Thank you Gene. And yes the apology still stands and is still as I stated I never had an issue with you, regardless of what you or other may believe.
~~Duve~~
Your "proof" is an email saying that the LS leader jumped the gun and him apologising for that, he found and got the screenshots from multiple LS members AFTER that email that you are saying is your proof.
THEN you were approached now that proof was obtained.
So your "proof" is BS that you manipulate and you conveniently forget what happened after. Not like you to distort things!!!! hahhaha
God damn are we all glad your gone, we should all thank Abunaii and Ella, for once hes done something good in our shell!!
Funny how all the bitter sad posts attacking Kilye are posted JUST before yours Neha..... seriously you are charged with the responsibility to bring up your kids and you behave like your younger than them, at least Gen is taking a moral and peacefull route...... its very sad to watch you in action. Highly amusing though.
http://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/what_goes_around,_comes_around
nuff said.
"Lets set the record straight.MY daughter is the number one thing in my life and I love her dearly.She knows this, the proof is she lives with me and I dont have to answer to anyone"
This years oscar award goes to.
LOL
I have 5 cats in my appartment, does it mean I love them? NO! I hate them all with passion
""""Lets set the record straight.MY daughter is the number one thing in my life and I love her dearly.She knows this, the proof is she lives with me and I dont have to answer to anyone"
This years oscar award goes to.
LOL
I have 5 cats in my appartment, does it mean I love them? NO! I hate them all with passion"""
endquote
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No, it means your a moron and care more about your character and your precious FF than the world revolving around you. At least despite what happens in the game neha realizes that her daughter isnt really a mithra but someone in her home she obviously has done a good job raising that when its said and done she's willing to do the right thing. Get a life, & i don't mean reraise
Did my fishing skill just go up 0.1 because i'm sure i got a bite.
I was in Circusfreaks with Nehal and found her to be nothing but pleasant.She was always helpful and had a good sense of humour and I never ever once saw her say anything homophobic.I chatted a few times with her on ventrillo and everyone got on well.This all sounds like a vendetta to me.I have no idea who sent any screenshots to Metabol but It was not anybody I know and I have been in the shell since the first month,This screenshot thing is nonsense.I still wave to Nehal when I go past and we chat in tells as do several of the other members.Circusfreaks has never been the same without her,she was an asset a lot of us miss her.Keep your head high Nehal y'all better than this lot put together.
"Keep your head high Nehal y'all better than this lot put together."
Considering she started this hijack of Kilye's blog by personally attacking me and my family I have to disagree.
Through all of my grievences with Neha not once did I EVER personally attack her or her family. The same can not be said for Neha.
For example:
"hmm someone is obsessed.it's not healthy to be so obsessed sweetie really is isn't.Maybe the big fat ginger loudmouth with a hoe for a daughter can give you some tips on how to quell your obsession"
another example:
"Now go and attend to that poor man you neglect.Oh and don't forget your kids before they completely go off the rails. :P"
And finally:
"It wasnt referring to you it was to Duvelamilla.Unfortunately the pc at work likes to jumble things up and so it went on the wrong page.Since you referred to the fat ginger loudmouth as a heroine I decided to comment.This woman is by no means a heroine, infact she is nothing more than a nosey troublemaking dimwit.It was her own husband who called her daughter a hoe, I believe the word he used was 'whore' actually,the one he said 3 times.I kept quiet for a long time after this woman who has 4/5 of the server blacklisted according to her husband,opened her fat mouth and spouted stuff she knew nothing about.Even her friends have some choice words to say about her."
The sad thing is we only had a inkling it was her until...
"Anonymous said...
I agree with neha.
Dinendale."
So not only did she go spewing her mom and dragging my family through the mud but she did it anon until her Boyfriend gave her away.
In all of my posts you will never have seen me call neha anything I did not call her fat, ugly, obessed, etc. I didn't even call her a homophobe, I simpply stated she had a conversastion that had homphpbic comemnts that offened another LS memebr.
So make sure you all have your facts straight before making an attack or a defense.
~~Duvelamilla
Deleted a few comments due to people's families being dragged in the mud...
Drama is entertainment but don't hurt anybody but Party A and Party B
Din never calls me Neha, he calles me Neh...always has done......thats where whoever was pretending to be us tripped up.Its only a small thing but its the small things that give it away.
Din didnt even know about the blog and was at my house all day the alleged reply was made, with me ALL day so...........nice try Impersonator, buy your detective work failed...........now move on.
You know its the real me,D's hubby is PAS,move on everyone this is old news now.Happy Holidays
Just adding here I was never approached about any proof I said anything.No proof exists because I never made any comments at all of a homophobic nature.I could write a huge post here with snippets of SS proof but I cant be bothered, if anyone wants it that bad simply email me or msn and I will happily send them though.I don't care anymore who thinks I wrote this and who thinks Din wrote the reply.It wasnt.THis whole fiasco is a stupid Vendetta, I dont know why it started but its time it ended.The person who went to the ls leader cant remember ehat I said, I have that Screenied, her husband was alleged to have known, I asked ( have this screenied too) what it was I had said and i
I have him replying, I dunno I dont even look half thr time.I have Metabol the ls leader protesting over and over duv did not approach him and duv is not involved in any way etc ect, and then I have the alleger whispering me claiming duv told her she went to the leader etc ect and then Duv herself with a massive mt in middle of ein about her going to ls leader to whic she gets the alleger to /tell me to explain shes not slagging me off etc.
I have SS from all the sackholders where I asked them have they seen me being this way, all protesting NO.
Bring forth the evidence, then tell me why it took 6 months plus to bring it forth.Happy to forward said ls leaders emailo reply to my questions, think you will find it highly hypocrotical and lies.
Why am I punished because I play my job well and run with Veni for 3 months and am deemed well known enough and good player to join VQ with no trial.If Im such a bad person why would they want me in???Why do I get a Rose from sackie?Why bring up the SS thing from wabbits? I didnt verbally abuse Duv on the forums, I didnt send the screenie of my own daughter.Was it only me who pit /no on Wrenns app...........No it wasnt...........so why bring that up too? V for Vendetta.Was I the only one on Vent when someone made the comments they made about someones family? NO I wasnt.Would I ever say things like that on Vent to anyone about MY family.No I wouldnt.
Now please move on with your lives.
littlebrownboots@hotmail.com should you want the proof.
Even your daughter has asked for you to give it a rest, now hush hush.
Yeah but are you suprised? shes the only one out of them with some common decency and compassion to others. Lets hope she never gets tainted by the bitterness.
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