Down with the Sickness!

*weird monkey noise*

...?

I haven't been feeling too well lately, things have been pretty nasty.

There's um...

a whole lot going on, I'm really confused...

All of it is taking a toll on me, and making me pretty somber...

The main thing is my Mom yelling at me every night XD Sort of sucks

but there's been some stuff at school that is just killing me...

I'm in the middle of a bit of soul searching, as the year winds down...

I want to make this the best time of my life, but for some reason

...I'm not happy?

I want to do crazy things, things I'd never do! (not drugs~!)

They'd make me smile but;

They'd ruin my life right now...

but I'm only 18, should I really be worried about all kinds of crap?

or should I do what I want, and be happy?

Could I take all of what would happen?

siiiggggggh..!