Depressing.

I want to write..

I have a lot to write...

but it's such a pain to write...

with only one hand...

:(

SadADD.

I've got a few things I want to work on:

Butterfly // David's Story ~ grumbbbbbblllllllle immature douchebag booooys

Are You Scared Yet? // Mashu & Calvin's Story ~ Tribute to my time in FFXI ~ gonna feature Magitek :]

Palm Trees and Streetlights // New idea based off of a childhood experience - no plot to this yet :( Gonna be something sci-fi... inspiration: Slaughterhouse 5... imagination needs to figure this one out still :P This one may be a tribute to the people from high school...

First Rain // Narrative of the Night

My Slug // The first heartbreak of college.

The "Jerk" // Discussion of why he intrigues me

Behind That Corner // Why I hate the dark ~ Poe inspired

Marco // Change of life, inspiration

Palm Reading // What Melody said

Music Store-Hopping // A great night out ~ friendship and bliss, acceptance

1, 2, 3, Pass // The first underwear party ~ friendship and bliss, acceptance

Kenny's 17th // Why drinking scares me & why Kenny is so important to me

I Punched a Bear in the Face // How I broke my hand ~ a lesson learned the hard way & fiction as a better truth

Femme de Lumière; Homme d'Ombre; Enfant de Aube // The epic story that will make me money someday!! :] THE WIN, IT WILL BE SO INTENSE. Dusty will be in this one. Justin too, I think. Some Greg in here, too.

Pigeons and Lawnmower Races // My father as I know him

Contradiction // the story of a girl who fears sex but is a very sexual person

The Tree In the Yard // a tribut t my best friend Nicole

Growing Up "Poor" // a discussion of what "poor" is

Anti-Sadness // Why I don't like gory films

Uneducated, Uncultured // why it fucking sucks

Blowing Minds // Allyson & Tanner ~ Orgy in the Dorms 2 ~ Freud and blushing

lol30H!3 // the simple pleasures

Dancing // why do I ask if people like to dance?

Pooping in Public // funny shit ~ why do people feel so damned awkward in the dorms?

The BJ// what society's take on this issue does to me

Hot Chocolate // simple pleasures

Dangerously Cute // Halloween costume discussion

K maybe more than a few :]

Most are short memories... some I expect to be longer...

I wrote an outline for Calvin's story in Astronomy... hopefully I'll write it out someday. Probably won't even be started until my hand is better...