Tonight

Is either going to be entirely amazing
or an epic defeat

or...

...nothing at all

the third option would perturb me the most.

Like seriously, I'd be freakin' angry.

RAWRRR!

Hmmm.

I'm really kinda excited,
and really kinda scared
but aren't we all?

This world is batshit crazy

and y'know, that's just how it is.

Bat. Shit. Crazy.

Have you ever seen batshit?

I haven't, but I bet it's crazy.

FUCKING CRAAAZZZZY.

Loco in the capesa?

Shit. I don't know Spanish.

Where the fuck is Miguel?

Teeeheeeeeeee~

K so,

Tonight.

Intensity,

will be intense.

So intense.

SO FUCKING INTENSE...

or

another really sad post
and depressing post

... may be written at 2 AM.

Let's hope not. Let's hope I'm as damned amazing as I think I can be...

Why the fuck am I so crazy over this boy? I hardly know him.

I can't decide if I'm obsessed with the idea of someone to love
'cause good lord do I miss that,
but,
I keep telling myself,
that,
there's something special about this person...

I don't know why. I can't explain it. I just like
y'know,
can tell him everything...

I dunno... I feel like if I just give up on this one it'll be something I regret...

I kinda... want him to not like me...

So I can feel free of this.... mass loneliness again...

but... the thing is:

I know he likes me...

The way he kissed me... man...

The tension in that room...

It was... really intense...

I just can't get over the feelings...

I was so freaking happy.

I want to be that happy again.

and the only way I can do that is to give this my ALL

...and I'm going to

T O N I G H T

Tonight's gonna be a good night~
...I gotta feelin'

AwooOOoOooooo~