"Later"

Okaaaaaay~! This is a continuation from my last post~!

This. Is. Later.

Teehee~ :]

Okay, so, uh

Yeaaaah...

My birthday weekend was really awesome,

had a great time,

had a feast at 9/10

Ryan ate noodles covered in Mountain Dew

Kendal gave me PCP (YES, SHE GAVE ME STRAIGHT FUCKING PCP IN A CAN)

we played Apples to Apples

the paramedics were called 'cause SOMEONE got a little too schwasted... (not necessarily a good thing here...)

...and a lot more insanity...

funny shit dude... XD

then, after eating at 9/10, we went back and like,

listened to some jazz

I fucking love jazz....

*brief pause to take in the awesomeness that is jazz*

paaaauuuussssssse

... just a little more ...

...

..!

....~!!

OKAY!

Anyway, after a weekend of fucking awesome,

Well,

we had class 'n stuff

and after class

Tanner said he was going to lay down for a bit,

so being the good girlfriend I thought I should be,

of course I went with him

so we were just there, kinda like chillin'

doin' the whole laying down in bed thing...

and then he kinda fell asleep...

and I was kinda like...

"OH FUCK, I'M REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THIS"

Like... I don't know why, more or less, just

something made me not want to be there,

...it was weird... and mostly sad...

'cause, like, Tanner didn't really do anything wrong...

I just... tripped balls in that instant,

and well, he's kind of a persistent person,

and he woke up and was like

HEEEEEEEY! What the hell is wrong with you?

and of course:

"Nothing."

I... lie... too often...

but... I'm a bad liar, so, like...

If I say nothing... it more or less means, "Something you really don't want to hear."

... but persistent people are persistent...

:(

So, I ended up telling him what was wrong,

and like,

you can't really go back after you tell the person you're with you're uncomfortable laying in bed with them... ha D:

Anyway,

after a day of him moping and whatnot, or something

Er... hmmm...

I dunno, just, like, a few days later, maybe...

He came to get me for class...

and we had a little...

"It's officially over" conversation...

...so that's what happened there...

*shrug*

but see, darlings, that's some pretty intense shit...

except not.