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Fuckin' Shitty Shit

So I've never really changed. Still a pretty awful person.
Took one of my best friend's feelings and destroyed them.
Took his kindness and tossed it aside...
Took his love and never fully returned it.

All in the name of what? Me? My mental health?

None of this is really healthy.

I am sad for him. But I made the right decision for me.

He sang for me yesterday... one of the most heartbreaking yet lovely moments of my life.
He showed me his face.
He showed me his smile.
He showed me how he looks at me...
and somehow, it just wasn't enough.
The whole world wasn't enough...
because I never got to feel the world.
I never knew the world was waiting for me until it was too late --
the breaths of recognition are the hardest to breathe.

I made a new connection. A very strong, new connection.
and I want to pursue it.

I want to go celebrate his birthday with him. I want to meet new people and make new friends.
It's seriously full-on Alladin Whole New World-ness...
it's exciting, new, full of adventure and possibly a really great relationship.

I am so sad I had to give up so much.
But it all seems like it'll be worth it.

I just wish there was some way to make you smile, friend. To lessen your pain.
You tried everything. Max effort. I loved and appreciated each moment.
I am just so sorry.