NOW THERE'S TWO
OH MY GOD,
WOOHOO~!
Friday, January 29, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
CREATIVE WRITING FRIEND!
OMGYAYOMGYAYOMGYAY
Let's see what happens here, eh?
Let's have a fabulous time,
and hella days hope we rhyme
'cause the world just rolls a whole lot cooler
when things go well together
HEEEEEEY~O!
Yo.
XD
Woohoo :]
Let's see what happens here, eh?
Let's have a fabulous time,
and hella days hope we rhyme
'cause the world just rolls a whole lot cooler
when things go well together
HEEEEEEY~O!
Yo.
XD
Woohoo :]
Halloween
The night has finally begun
it's a little dark, a little creepy
a little spooky,
a little
eerie.
I'm ready for action - ready to make my move!
I'm waiting
waiting
to get into
my groove.
I am set free!
and I start to prowl,
I set out on my quest
to uncover leftovers of the night's conquests
I'm blinded by my signal,
the glorious full moon,
oh, I know I'll be there soon.
My mask fits just right
not too loose, nor too tight,
I'm the perfect criminal, the best theif
I'm a beast in the night
I'll steal your heart - then I'll feast.
I continue my venture over the furry terrain
Can you hear the soft pitter-patters of my feet?
'cause I'm tryin' to be discreet.
I'm tryin' to be silent
I'm tryin' to be sleek
For I am a bandit,
I'm no mink!
Arrival at last!
My loot, it is vast,
Shiny and crinkly,
oh it makes my eyes glimmer,
but hey, that's how it goes--
'cause I'm a bandit
and I'm always a winner!
Tastes like victory,
oh it's so sweet,
peanuts and caramel,
chocolate and nougat,
oh!
I believe
that my mission
is complete.
it's a little dark, a little creepy
a little spooky,
a little
eerie.
I'm ready for action - ready to make my move!
I'm waiting
waiting
to get into
my groove.
I am set free!
and I start to prowl,
I set out on my quest
to uncover leftovers of the night's conquests
I'm blinded by my signal,
the glorious full moon,
oh, I know I'll be there soon.
My mask fits just right
not too loose, nor too tight,
I'm the perfect criminal, the best theif
I'm a beast in the night
I'll steal your heart - then I'll feast.
I continue my venture over the furry terrain
Can you hear the soft pitter-patters of my feet?
'cause I'm tryin' to be discreet.
I'm tryin' to be silent
I'm tryin' to be sleek
For I am a bandit,
I'm no mink!
Arrival at last!
My loot, it is vast,
Shiny and crinkly,
oh it makes my eyes glimmer,
but hey, that's how it goes--
'cause I'm a bandit
and I'm always a winner!
Tastes like victory,
oh it's so sweet,
peanuts and caramel,
chocolate and nougat,
oh!
I believe
that my mission
is complete.
Listen to the Melody
Pulse. Pulse. Pulse.
Beat. Beat. Beat.
Can you feel that rhythm?
Can you feel it in your feet?
Are your toes dancing?
Are your fingertips prancing?
Can you? Can you? Can you?
Stop.
A minute.
Just listen,
Just breathe,
Close your mind,
Open your soul,
and just listen.
Listen to the melody,
The song within,
Listen to the melody,
Listen to each note's flawless flow,
Become enveloped in an ocean of sound,
Let the chords intertwine,
Let their waves crash into you,
Relax your mind.
Become one with the notes,
Become one with your own musical world,
Let it uplift you,
Let it carry you to the places
Where eyes are of no use.
Listen to the melody,
The song within,
Listen to the magic born,
Of only the human heart.
Close your eyes,
Embrace the harmonies,
And fade away.
Your symphony is calling.
Beat. Beat. Beat.
Can you feel that rhythm?
Can you feel it in your feet?
Are your toes dancing?
Are your fingertips prancing?
Can you? Can you? Can you?
Stop.
A minute.
Just listen,
Just breathe,
Close your mind,
Open your soul,
and just listen.
Listen to the melody,
The song within,
Listen to the melody,
Listen to each note's flawless flow,
Become enveloped in an ocean of sound,
Let the chords intertwine,
Let their waves crash into you,
Relax your mind.
Become one with the notes,
Become one with your own musical world,
Let it uplift you,
Let it carry you to the places
Where eyes are of no use.
Listen to the melody,
The song within,
Listen to the magic born,
Of only the human heart.
Close your eyes,
Embrace the harmonies,
And fade away.
Your symphony is calling.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
The Name - Ms. Hinkle
The apple,
that fruit that hit Newton on the head,
The apple,
that fruit that is so unbelievably red,
it reminds me of Cordova - CHS
reminds me of the dear friends I've left.
Now there's one particular friend--
one crazy soul to compliment mine,
and I've not seen her in such a long time...
but hey!
This is where the apple comes in again,
it's on a spit,
sizzling and crackling, over a dancing flame.
That dance is how a friendship came to be.
Kinda neat, though I know it's hard to see.
and the apple,
even after it's smoldering waltz,
is still red
and it can still surely bruise Sir Issac's head.
but now,
the once soft skin,
the membrane encompassing the juices within,
is not so smooth, or thin.
Is a roasted apple still the same?
It sort of reeks of only
smoke and ash.
The once gentle crisp
now has a lisp.
Oh! The apple's speech is impaired!
Now, the skin is leather, a diminished red,
it resembles something like the top of a cowboy's head--
Now, the fresh crackles are gone -
the apple is dead.
The smell of sweet spring no longer exists--
and yet,
science,
still persists.
Cindy and I -
in compliance
murdered an apple
in the name of science.
that fruit that hit Newton on the head,
The apple,
that fruit that is so unbelievably red,
it reminds me of Cordova - CHS
reminds me of the dear friends I've left.
Now there's one particular friend--
one crazy soul to compliment mine,
and I've not seen her in such a long time...
but hey!
This is where the apple comes in again,
it's on a spit,
sizzling and crackling, over a dancing flame.
That dance is how a friendship came to be.
Kinda neat, though I know it's hard to see.
and the apple,
even after it's smoldering waltz,
is still red
and it can still surely bruise Sir Issac's head.
but now,
the once soft skin,
the membrane encompassing the juices within,
is not so smooth, or thin.
Is a roasted apple still the same?
It sort of reeks of only
smoke and ash.
The once gentle crisp
now has a lisp.
Oh! The apple's speech is impaired!
Now, the skin is leather, a diminished red,
it resembles something like the top of a cowboy's head--
Now, the fresh crackles are gone -
the apple is dead.
The smell of sweet spring no longer exists--
and yet,
science,
still persists.
Cindy and I -
in compliance
murdered an apple
in the name of science.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
First Rain Recap
So, like, um,
it's about uh,
a
few
months
since First Rain even happened,
and I've been meaning to write about it for a while, 'n stuff.
Yeppp.
ANYWAY.
First Rain.
Epic.
So, the morning of the planned "First Rain,"
I put on my shiny red underwear.
They've got sequins on them.
BWAHAHAHAHA :]
They're kinda awesome.
So, I wore those all day to try and prepare myself for the night.
THE NIGHT, THE CRAZY EPIC NIGHT THAT WAS TO COME!
Well, that worked.
I was debating if I was actually going to run First Rain all day,
but the red underwear
and Allyson
and Julia
and Ryan
all helped me decide that taking my clothes off and running around the forest in the rain at night
...was a good idea...
AND IT WAS.
...what?! XD
AWESOME!
Anyway, around, like, 10 PM,
it started raining again,
and good lord, it had been raining hardcore earlier that day,
so First Rain was def going down
down down down ↓
Yep!
SOOOO, I brought up a towel to the lounge,
...and left it there...
for later...
then, I got left behind...
XD FAIL!
So I ran downstairs, with my clothes still on and stuff,
and got out to the Porter quad,
where I saw masses of naked people
Oh, I love Porter.
I found Allyson, Ryan, Julia, and the other people we were running with: Casey, Rayne, Asher, and Cooper
They're all good friends of mine now. :]
So, uh, I took my pants off...
...and my shirt...
annnnnd
then I was standing in the Porter quad, half naked.
Cool.
I had Allyson take my bra off,
and then
it started.
HOLYFUCKNAKEDRUNNINGPEOPLEPARTSMOVINGWHOOOAAAA
...it was fun... :]
We ran up through Kresge, where we were joined by many people,
'cause Kresge is actually cool 'n stuff.
The streets were lined with those who wanted to see the awesomeness that was naked running people.
The awesomeness, it was so intense.
We continued running, and uh,
Vans
don't really have all that great of traction
so
um
I kinda
slipped
a few
times
and stuff
:(
The group actually moved fairly quickly, so uh,
I kinda couldn't breathe and stuff
and...
y'know
there was that uh
giant splint on my arm
'cause my hand was broken!
It was covered in a giant trash bag,
and Riley had wrote
"ARM CONDOM" on it :]
It's on my wall now, it's so awesome!
Anyway, that kinda slowed me down a bit
so I ended up at the back of the pack
with the chick with the viking hat on
She's from my hall. Really nice.
and we just kinda took
a shortcut or two
and enjoyed a naked stroll
through UCSC~!
It was freakin' fatabulous!
We caught up with the group and eventually ended up at Opers
which is the gym-type place
that has an Olympic-sized swimming pool
that a whole shit load of naked people might've jumped over a fence to swim in
Wet. Naked. People. Running. WTFFF
Then I lost my viking friend for a little, but ran into Liz!
Who was a little schwasted, but oh man, I think she was content with life.
After that we ran through the bookstore area, and got a little lost...
and I found Julia and Allyson again!
...then I lost them, again.
Deeeeeeeerp.
Uuuuhhh... then we were heading back to Porter
and I ran into my roommate!
and she was like HEEEEEEEEEEEY
and I was like HEEEEEEEEY
It was great.
Then we were in like a naked circle of awesome, chanting "Nudity is unity!"
and Ryan was there!
in his pea-coat
which I found to be oh so amusing.
Then
then...
I had a moment.
A wonderful, beautiful, amazing moment.
I felt free.
I felt beautiful.
I felt amazing.
I was amazing.
Being naked with a lot of other naked people is really fun.
Well, we finally got back to Porter,
and I got my towel from the lounge
and turned around to see Asher's GIANT FUCKING HORSECOCK
Then we had a shower party!
There's nothing better than showering with your new friends to learn how to be comfortable around them!
Woohoo~!
The shower was so warm.
We were in the handicap stall in B5 center... so we had like 6 or 7 people in there.
Someone had the shower head thing, and that person was all just kinda spraying us down.
It was. So. Awesome.
Then we went to the dining hall in our pajamas.
'Cause we could.
and we had a wonderful and amazing feast.
Then we all kinda passed out.
FUCK YEAH FIRST RAIN!
It was an amazing, awesome, and fantastic experience I'll never forget.
and daaaaaaaaaaaamn dude, I can't wait to do it again next year!
it's about uh,
a
few
months
since First Rain even happened,
and I've been meaning to write about it for a while, 'n stuff.
Yeppp.
ANYWAY.
First Rain.
Epic.
So, the morning of the planned "First Rain,"
I put on my shiny red underwear.
They've got sequins on them.
BWAHAHAHAHA :]
They're kinda awesome.
So, I wore those all day to try and prepare myself for the night.
THE NIGHT, THE CRAZY EPIC NIGHT THAT WAS TO COME!
Well, that worked.
I was debating if I was actually going to run First Rain all day,
but the red underwear
and Allyson
and Julia
and Ryan
all helped me decide that taking my clothes off and running around the forest in the rain at night
...was a good idea...
AND IT WAS.
...what?! XD
AWESOME!
Anyway, around, like, 10 PM,
it started raining again,
and good lord, it had been raining hardcore earlier that day,
so First Rain was def going down
down down down ↓
Yep!
SOOOO, I brought up a towel to the lounge,
...and left it there...
for later...
then, I got left behind...
XD FAIL!
So I ran downstairs, with my clothes still on and stuff,
and got out to the Porter quad,
where I saw masses of naked people
Oh, I love Porter.
I found Allyson, Ryan, Julia, and the other people we were running with: Casey, Rayne, Asher, and Cooper
They're all good friends of mine now. :]
So, uh, I took my pants off...
...and my shirt...
annnnnd
then I was standing in the Porter quad, half naked.
Cool.
I had Allyson take my bra off,
and then
it started.
HOLYFUCKNAKEDRUNNINGPEOPLEPARTSMOVINGWHOOOAAAA
...it was fun... :]
We ran up through Kresge, where we were joined by many people,
'cause Kresge is actually cool 'n stuff.
The streets were lined with those who wanted to see the awesomeness that was naked running people.
The awesomeness, it was so intense.
We continued running, and uh,
Vans
don't really have all that great of traction
so
um
I kinda
slipped
a few
times
and stuff
:(
The group actually moved fairly quickly, so uh,
I kinda couldn't breathe and stuff
and...
y'know
there was that uh
giant splint on my arm
'cause my hand was broken!
It was covered in a giant trash bag,
and Riley had wrote
"ARM CONDOM" on it :]
It's on my wall now, it's so awesome!
Anyway, that kinda slowed me down a bit
so I ended up at the back of the pack
with the chick with the viking hat on
She's from my hall. Really nice.
and we just kinda took
a shortcut or two
and enjoyed a naked stroll
through UCSC~!
It was freakin' fatabulous!
We caught up with the group and eventually ended up at Opers
which is the gym-type place
that has an Olympic-sized swimming pool
that a whole shit load of naked people might've jumped over a fence to swim in
Wet. Naked. People. Running. WTFFF
Then I lost my viking friend for a little, but ran into Liz!
Who was a little schwasted, but oh man, I think she was content with life.
After that we ran through the bookstore area, and got a little lost...
and I found Julia and Allyson again!
...then I lost them, again.
Deeeeeeeerp.
Uuuuhhh... then we were heading back to Porter
and I ran into my roommate!
and she was like HEEEEEEEEEEEY
and I was like HEEEEEEEEY
It was great.
Then we were in like a naked circle of awesome, chanting "Nudity is unity!"
and Ryan was there!
in his pea-coat
which I found to be oh so amusing.
Then
then...
I had a moment.
A wonderful, beautiful, amazing moment.
I felt free.
I felt beautiful.
I felt amazing.
I was amazing.
Being naked with a lot of other naked people is really fun.
Well, we finally got back to Porter,
and I got my towel from the lounge
and turned around to see Asher's GIANT FUCKING HORSECOCK
Then we had a shower party!
There's nothing better than showering with your new friends to learn how to be comfortable around them!
Woohoo~!
The shower was so warm.
We were in the handicap stall in B5 center... so we had like 6 or 7 people in there.
Someone had the shower head thing, and that person was all just kinda spraying us down.
It was. So. Awesome.
Then we went to the dining hall in our pajamas.
'Cause we could.
and we had a wonderful and amazing feast.
Then we all kinda passed out.
FUCK YEAH FIRST RAIN!
It was an amazing, awesome, and fantastic experience I'll never forget.
and daaaaaaaaaaaamn dude, I can't wait to do it again next year!
Labels Done-ish!
Horrraaaaay :]
...that was an odd look into the past...
and I'm so embarrassed that FFXI is still my largest label...
Meh....
I feel somewhat accomplished.
...that was an odd look into the past...
and I'm so embarrassed that FFXI is still my largest label...
Meh....
I feel somewhat accomplished.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Darlene on the Radio!
...AWESOMEE!
That was so much fun, thanks for sending me the number, Stephen! ♥
I hope I made your show more or less entertaining :]
That was so much fun, thanks for sending me the number, Stephen! ♥
I hope I made your show more or less entertaining :]
Currently
I'm rocking out to Bad Romance
(Lady Gaga don'tcha know?)
N A K E D.
FUCK YEAH ROOMMATES ARE GONE FOR THE WEEKEND XD XD XD
:]~!
(Lady Gaga don'tcha know?)
N A K E D.
FUCK YEAH ROOMMATES ARE GONE FOR THE WEEKEND XD XD XD
:]~!
Friday, January 22, 2010
IT'S RILEY'S BIRTHDAY!!
OH SHIT
OH SHIT
OH SHIT
OH SHIT
P-A-R-T-Y~!
...except it's next weekend
'cause he's gonna go see his girlfriend this weekend (D'AWWWWWWW)
BUT WE WILL PARTY
AND IT WILL BE SUPER FUCKING INTENSE.
Especially 'cause I can throw down shitty vodka now...
XD YEEEEEEEEE!
OH SHIT
OH SHIT
OH SHIT
P-A-R-T-Y~!
...except it's next weekend
'cause he's gonna go see his girlfriend this weekend (D'AWWWWWWW)
BUT WE WILL PARTY
AND IT WILL BE SUPER FUCKING INTENSE.
Especially 'cause I can throw down shitty vodka now...
XD YEEEEEEEEE!
Thursday, January 21, 2010
OH SHIT!
Smiling again :]
Breakfast today... was really good.
Teehee~! ♥
Now it's time to READ for this creative writing class of mine...
dodododododo
Breakfast today... was really good.
Teehee~! ♥
Now it's time to READ for this creative writing class of mine...
dodododododo
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Urrrrghhh
I feel... really terrible tonight...
doing that... isolation... thing again...
...even VH1 didn't cure my feelings of... blah... tonight...
... n'est pas bien...
I dunno why I feel so bad anyway...
I just... kinda... do
and I've felt like throwing up again...
Mmmmm... I'm going to go to sleep soon...
Gonna get up at like... uh 9 or 10...
Eat... go to the bookstore... buy reader...
do homework...
go to physics...
go to Living Writers...
go watch musicals...
go to Late Night Noms...
and go to sleep...
Blaaarggg... I need something to cheer me up...
but I'm kind of in this rut, again
where I think that something is someone
:(
It's not Marc.
Marc is a thing, and a person, of the past now...
I still get kinda jittery around him, but mostly 'cause what happened between us was pretty freakin' awkward...
...and I've mostly given up on the guy from College 8...
I don't know if I ever really liked him anyway...
I feel really awful about Tanner, too, but I kinda know it was for the best.
I kinda wish I hadn't been so... quick about it... but he kinda asked for it, and I kinda told him what was up...
Now I've gotten a text
from a friend
whom I do like to be around quite a bit
"You're kinda cute."
Hm.
I dunno what I think about this yet...
'Cause, uh, the last time I went for something like this...
well,
um,
intense shit?
I dunno dude. I just dunno.
The only thing I do know right now is that it's about 1 AM, and I should really get some sleep.
Sleep... is beautiful. ♥
doing that... isolation... thing again...
...even VH1 didn't cure my feelings of... blah... tonight...
... n'est pas bien...
I dunno why I feel so bad anyway...
I just... kinda... do
and I've felt like throwing up again...
Mmmmm... I'm going to go to sleep soon...
Gonna get up at like... uh 9 or 10...
Eat... go to the bookstore... buy reader...
do homework...
go to physics...
go to Living Writers...
go watch musicals...
go to Late Night Noms...
and go to sleep...
Blaaarggg... I need something to cheer me up...
but I'm kind of in this rut, again
where I think that something is someone
:(
It's not Marc.
Marc is a thing, and a person, of the past now...
I still get kinda jittery around him, but mostly 'cause what happened between us was pretty freakin' awkward...
...and I've mostly given up on the guy from College 8...
I don't know if I ever really liked him anyway...
I feel really awful about Tanner, too, but I kinda know it was for the best.
I kinda wish I hadn't been so... quick about it... but he kinda asked for it, and I kinda told him what was up...
Now I've gotten a text
from a friend
whom I do like to be around quite a bit
"You're kinda cute."
Hm.
I dunno what I think about this yet...
'Cause, uh, the last time I went for something like this...
well,
um,
intense shit?
I dunno dude. I just dunno.
The only thing I do know right now is that it's about 1 AM, and I should really get some sleep.
Sleep... is beautiful. ♥
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
<>< RAP!
I really, really, really, really, really
...need something to write about... :(
Article, come to me, come to meeee!
...need something to write about... :(
Article, come to me, come to meeee!
Collage Poem
Oh! Darling,
I will ask you this:
Can you spare a kiss?
Could you toss an embrace?
I'll be anything you ask and more
Oh! Darling,
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
and oh!
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart
Oh! Darling,
if you leave me,
I'll never make it alone,
and Darling,
This fear of lonely has got a hold on me,
So, Darling, I hope you see
by my broken phrases,
just how much you mean to me
My heart is under arrest again,
and I foresee no natural end
So Darling,
I'll live and I'll die
Hooked on you, my star,
and Darling,
I will be chasing your starlight
Until the end of my life.
Starlight - Muse
Undisclosed Desires - Muse
Oh! Darling - The Beatles
Semiotic Love - Blaqk Audio
Best of You - Foo Fighters
1901 - Phoenix
Death - White Lies
I will ask you this:
Can you spare a kiss?
Could you toss an embrace?
I'll be anything you ask and more
Oh! Darling,
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty is not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
and oh!
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart
Oh! Darling,
if you leave me,
I'll never make it alone,
and Darling,
This fear of lonely has got a hold on me,
So, Darling, I hope you see
by my broken phrases,
just how much you mean to me
My heart is under arrest again,
and I foresee no natural end
So Darling,
I'll live and I'll die
Hooked on you, my star,
and Darling,
I will be chasing your starlight
Until the end of my life.
Starlight - Muse
Undisclosed Desires - Muse
Oh! Darling - The Beatles
Semiotic Love - Blaqk Audio
Best of You - Foo Fighters
1901 - Phoenix
Death - White Lies
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